Being sad is not my habit,
I am sad because I have reasons,
Reasons behind my past or present.
Present is a reflection of past.
Yeah! I know that.
I know it's just a reflection and not the reality.
But, the reality is, I am sad.
I am sad.
I am very sad.
But, being sad is not my habit.
Yeah! I swear, it's not my habit.
I am sad.
I am very sad.
But, being sad is not my habit.
My past hunts me a lot,
My breakup hurts me,
It pains inside.
It breaks me into pieces, every time.
I cry many a times,
I cry out loud, inside not out.
Yes! Inside.
I shiver, I sob, all alone.
But, You know what ?
I can't cry out load as they will judge me,
question me, walk away, or just not talk to me.
They don't know how hard it hurts,
It hurts, badly, very badly.
I swear, my tears roll down my face.
and I have none to share.
As they will judge me,
question me, walk away, or just not talk to me.
I ask myself, when will I move on ?
My friend said, its a process.
I will have to go through this.
I will have to.
But you know what ?
It's not easy for me to go through this process.
It's not easy at all.
I know it's just a reflection and not the reality.
But, the reality is, I am sad.
I am sad.
I am very sad.
But, being sad is not my habit.
Yeah! I swear, it's not my habit.
I am sad.
I am very sad.
But, being sad is not my habit.
- Ankita Halder
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Everyone is sad..I hope it's just a phase..!! ❤️
I hope this is not personal.
Well written 👏👏