God #napowrimo | WissenMonk

God//

I am a realist,

I have a scientific temperament.

I don't believe in supernaturals,

Nor in demon, ghost or angels.

I live a simple life,

I keep my expectations to bare minimum.

I don't wish for riches abundant,

Just enough to be comfortable.

I am ambitious too.

I continously seek to improve.

Not through some miracles,

But by constant repetition.

I have failed more than I have succeeded.

I have been ridiculed more than I have been praised.

I too have lost my love ones,

I too have gone through depths of self doubt and depression.

I am not perfect, I have few vices too.

But I forgive myself as I am only an human.

But I seek to improve myself,

Taking one step at a time towards my journey of transformation,

To become a better man.

But I have learned to embrace my past,

I am not at all ashamed.

If I were to live my life all over again,

With the same circumstances,

I will never hesitate.

I find peace in my solitude,

Conversing with myself.

Why would I seek company of anyone else, mortal or otherwise,

When I am my truest friend.