You should meet the 2am me.
The me, who feels nothing, who knows nothing, who wants to be nothing.
Who feels alive yet lost,
Who feels thrown away yet desires to find a home.
Who feels this love, so strong
Who feels this jealousy
Who is not receiving, yet so satisfied
Who has become so accustomed to pain,
That it doesn't pain anymore.
You should meet the 2am me.
The me who knows exactly what's wrong
Who can't fix anything
Who is depressed, dejected yet so full of desires.
For who there is none,
For who needs everyone
Me who is lost within me.
With whom something is wrong,
Not exactly known.
The 2am me has only one desire,
To fly like a feather.
Not too high, not too low,
Somewhere just in between to be rendered pretty.
Yet; as the sun sets to shine,
The me within me seeks a face.
A face for all.
- Neha Bharali 🌻
(There's no use talking to people who have a home - Lana Del Rey)
Beautifully written Neha .
Wish to meet that 2am person of your's some day make her see mine 2am version which feels the same too , maybe then something which this version of ours feel will be better known to us , maybe then this version will be able to find a home for his feeling a bit fast , maybe then then this version of ours won't hide and a long will it accompany us and it's visit a bit longer will last .
Beautiful.
Beautiful 💕