Moment of weakness

All the time that I spend with you,

Makes me feel so whole.

When I hear your heartbeats or smell your chest,

Or suck your earlobes and kiss your neck.

It feels great when you kiss my nose,

And my forehead before giving me your

tongue full of a smooch.

When you kiss my belly button before

Unbuttoning my deep blue denim,

And removing your sneakers and my shoes.

When you hug me in my shy fullness and,

When you kiss me on my inner thighs.

When you know that whether I am

Hurting, pleasurably or painfully.

Yes, I feel safe when you respect my

Decisions of proximity and intimacy.

And when you hold me from behind

While I get dressed and put your

Head on my shoulder and just wait,

Just wait for me to apply that lipstick

Which will soon be again on your

cheeks and chin and you'll say

"it's okay" Just do apply it again.

When you scold me for teasing you,

When we are not alone.

When you have to suppress your smile

So that no one knows about our

Mischievous touches beneath the table.

When every time you reassure me

That I am perfect with all my flaws and scars,

And when you believe in my futile ideas.

From the first smell of your perfume

And an unsuccessful kissing attempt

To just wearing your shirt

And sleeping naked in your bed

With not just my body but mind, heart and soul.

From being in the deep of nothingness

To be in the dense of that something special,

You made me laugh, giggle and smile

From arguing on the current affairs

To discussing almost about everything

You made me feel, the feeling of being loved

And being cared for.

From discussing the future probabilities,

To the reasons of grim endings,

And everything that could have been

done in between, Made me think about my life

Beyond my thoughts.

As labels to anything sets their

standard to be in a specific range.

But I believe that the quality does persist in the

nameless, rare but serene things of an anomaly.

Coz normalcy never gets the deserved vigilance

as it isn't intriguing enough to drive you crazy.

We all want truce yet

we all love the chaos in our lives.

And you are that special music

in my chaotic havoc and mess.

-miraculously miracle ❣️

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