Peace Please!

I don't feel beautiful,

No, most of the times

I Don't.

Coz I have always

Seen people pointing

Out what I don't have!

What my flaws are!

Where do I lack!

And all of which are out

Of my control.

I don't feel pretty,

Coz the people who

Love me, praise me,

For the things, in which

I have no contribution.

My smile, my skin,

My face, my body,

All the things that

I receive appreciation for

Has literally nothing

Which I can control.

I do feel petty,

And I do feel hurt

For being someone

That I am absolutely not.

The ogling eyes,

Those offending comments,

That nonconsensual touch,

That societal pressure

To hide the scars,

that feeling of ugliness,

I wish I could control,

Reply, suppress or hide.

I just really crave some

PEACE to survive.

-miraculously_miracle❣️

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