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Words_laid_down
Sep 11, 2019
In Writing
Million reasons strike yet only a reason is all we ever ask, In the journey of striving on and on, Life seems unfaithful and untrustworthy. Why do we live then? What is the purpose? Come this far to be betrayed? Life doesn't seem vibrant, it's blacked. Oh you coward! The thoughts cross your mind again? The angels above are not waiting for you. How do we explain? Nobody is for you. You say you want someone. Who? Distancing yourself for whom, for you? Happy does it feel to become an outsider? Only to be betrayed by me again. Yes you, demons rejoice over again. Oh, then get yourself lost in this lone world, To meet your demons who do not embrace you. You lost yourself dear, the fight gonna get over soon, In the search of freedom, no don't find the angels, You find your broken soul, in the end it doesn't even matter, To anyone, you think people will miss you, Your space only accumulated the dark, And for it's sake it has no boundaries. What do you see now? Yourself in despair, that's how it is. Filthy, scornful and dark!
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Words_laid_down
Jun 16, 2019
In Writing
As jolly as I may seem, Deceptive, maybe! For once I yearned for you, Where are the good times we had? The “I love yous” we used to repeat, Does it seem wrong to you now? I wondered how you made things up, To the one you said you loved the most, Was it just a play? Or was it just your personality? Alas! I lost you for now and for all, Yet I feel good, I giggled at this thought, Why, you ask? Childishly I planned for our future, Endlessly I only thought of you, Eagerly I waited for you every day and night, But now I loathe Myself. They say I'm a fucking bitch, Unless they know the story of us, Are you afraid, my dear? To let the truth be told. I watched and waited for you to come clean, Yet I caught you being amorous, I know you liked it, For you seemed amused, Unabashed and unapologetic. I lost myself in this process of so-called-love, Still exploring and engaging myself, Where it might take me, What more can it show. I wrote “I love me”, And it felt right somehow. It wasn't my fault, I'm right in my stand.
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